the sudden loss of 'r chief blood [violet mode]

the loss of someone...[breakdown mode]
what should i feel?
I know i supposed to cry
but my head kept tellin' me
why would I?
when years have gone
I used to live without a father in my side
there were no how-are-you's
No...Nothing at all.

I know the death of my father is unpredictive,
unexpected,
no signs at all.
when my father almost loss his breathe, 99% dying...
I just thought if it all flashback to his mind
all his lacks,
defection,
failure for his family:
to his son and daughters
being unable to show the role of a father.

" Ano kaya ang mga huling sambit ng kanyang bibig
at huling laman ng kanyang isip."

Not all wounds get healed
If not doctorized by the person
who caused you agony and trouble within,
time take cares of it.

So I hope they won't demand me right away
to forgive and consider asap
it's because he's now dead
I still believe there's the right time
to lighten all the weights inside.

I know my heart and my mind
will gotta find a way to fix all itself

sayonara.

L.lawliet ryuuzaki.my L

"No matter how gifted you are, you alone cannot change the world"

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name: L [Lawliet Ryuuzaki]
birthdate: 10.31.79
deathdate:11.5.04
gender: male
age: 24 y/o
height: 5'10
weight: 50kg / 110.2 lbs
profession: detective
anime: death note

L Pick'd QUOTES

“If you use your head, you won’t get fat even if you eat sweets.

I just can’t sit any other way than this.
If I sit the way other people do, my reasoning ability drops by 40%.

Kira is childish and he hates losing… I’m also childish and hate losing.

"Risking your life and doing something
that could easily rob you of your life are exact opposites."

“My number of friends has increased yet again.”

“Let’s value our lives"

L's Personality

In Death Note

L describes himself as having a "childish nature"
one who is unyielding and
hates to lose.

Highly intelligent and perceptive
and even take drastic measures to achieve his aims
He is also a risk taker and has no qualms
about disclosing his weaknesses and
risking his life if it means having a chance to nail down his suspect.

L is also an introvert

and does not have much friends;
in fact, he describe Light as his first friend.